I was a halo, hands clean, soft-spoken

White light, white lies, I'm open

Played safe, so straight, no motion

Till the floor gave way like the ocean

Late night, lost time on the metro

Headphones, loud drums, Chicago

Thought I knew the map, then it glitched out

Now I trace my face in the blackout

Round and around and around I spin

Out of my skin then I crawl back in

Night after night, it's the same old script

But I write new lines when I take that pen

I go light then dark then I loop back, loop back

Fade to black, then I move fast, move fast

I break; I bruise Still I push through

Every time I lose me, I find my truth

I go light then dark then I loop back, loop back

Fade to black, then I move fast, move fast

I break; I bruise Still I push through

Every time I lose me, I find my truth

Street lights flicker on my bad days

Half fate, half fear simmer in the ashtrays

Laugh loud, out proud, but I'm just a ghost

Trying to look past what I miss the most

Chasing halos on the street lights

Burnt out, burned in by the big nights

Every wrong way turn, every dead end

Got me rerouting, rebooting, restarting

Round and around and around I spin

Out of my skin then I crawl back in

Night after night, it's the same old script

But I write new lines when I take that pen

I go light then dark then I loop back, loop back

Fade to black, then I move fast, move fast

I break; I bruise Still I push through

Every time I lose me, I find my truth

I go light then dark then I loop back, loop back

Fade to black, then I move fast, move fast

I break; I bruise Still I push through

Every time I lose me, I find my truth

I've been the saint and the sinner,

the smoke and the mirror

The whisper, the winner,

the glitch in the picture

I run from the dark till it pulls me in nearer

But every time I'm gone, I come back clearer

Round and around and around I spin

Out of my skin then I crawl back in

Night after night, it's the same old script

But I write new lines when I take that pen

I go light then dark then I loop back, loop back

Fade to black, then I move fast, move fast

I break; I bruise Still I push through

Every time I lose me, I find my truth

I go light then dark then I loop back, loop back

Fade to black, then I move fast, move fast

I break; I bruise Still I push through

Every time I lose me, I find my truth