I started again

Everything I've done just to keep it all in

Nobody tells you one thing starts when the other one ends

And you might just lose your friends

They said it's one song, two songs, three songs, win

But my SoundCloud trial says I'm losing my tempo

Trapped inside my mind some days

Stay blinded to the

Up-up-up-up

Upside down when my head's on my shoulders

Trying to stay focused, yeah I'm trying to be bolder

But I can't set sail if the sea's always cold

Yeah it's up to my shoulders like a motherfucking chokehold

Keeping my sanity inside of me

It's everything I got

I pretend I remember all the other times we fought

Motivation's always killing me, that shit don't ever stop

But I'd die for the peace that I get when making songs"Normal", the selfish term you always use

I look back to see my distance but my shining eyes are skewed

You call it"Normal"

And then we're back where we started

Beat around the bush until the pills are in my hand, make me"Normal", the selfish term you always use

I look back to see my distance but my shining eyes are skewed

You call it"Normal"

And then we're back where we started

Beat around the bush until the pills are in my hand, make me