Outsource your misery

and write another song for me

I need your voice in my ear.

And maybe leave me with

some words that might defeat me

I turn the lights down when I'm low

and we're all alone

I feel alive and I feel useless

I'm trying to learn how to use it

how to lose control

how to lose control

Screaming from the flight deck

"No I don't think I can take it"

don't put me on that crazy thing

I can see the fire now, thats burning right behind your eyes

and telling me that I've lost it once again

I'm holding on to tight again

too tight again

I feel alive and I feel useless

I'm trying to learn how to use it

how to lose control

how to lose control

Maybe I was always meant to feel this way

There's something deep inside me I can feel it in my veins

Send someone for me I'm losing my mind

Got a deadbolt on my door and I'm wasting my time

I don't think I'll go outside

I feel alive and I feel useless

I'm trying to learn how to use it

how to lose control

how to lose control