If I were to give my word to never hurt you

If I kiss my past goodbye, oh would I deserve you

Would it be different

Been hating the way that I'm living

Been come in with in inches, to risk it all

Making it happen, I'm ready to fall

Ready by action, I'm ready to ball

I can't live my life no more

It feel like I'm so cold, so closed

It feel like I'm so close

Want all your love, no overdose

I just know how trauma goes

I don't know what mama knows

But if I did

I probably wish I didn't

Lately I've been spinning

I've been fighting through the sickness

If I'm making a wish, then my wish is for you

I remember the times I was acting a fool

I remember the times that you gave me your last

Just because I was overdue, on my pills

And that's real, the way I feel

I wanna make a deal

Securing our future, I'm ready to last

I cannot lie, my emotions are masked

Off like a window, during production

Heart it been pumping, beat it been jumping

When I got nothing, I turn it to something

When I get sad, I just turn to the Russian

Lately been glad I've been happy to see you

I know how you feel, like I don't see you

Girl, what's the deal

Cause I'm too business minded for this

You know I'm busy

And it's been getting tricky

If you want me back, I need 150

150, If you got me

You ain't gotta worry about rent

Like you top three

God, I could never forget

I just wanna know

If you wanna try it again

I could never go

Back to crying, back to lying, lying in bed

I riot myself, I'm fighting my thoughts inside of my head

Why I got a bible in a bottle by my bed

Why I keep on asking all these questions in my head

If I give my all to you

Would you stick by bulletproof

It's no choosing me to you

What's the truth

Conditions to your love

If I give my all to you

Would you stick by bulletproof

Gotta loosen to you

It's no losing with you

My conclusion is you

I'mma try until you're gone

Try until you're gone

Try until I'm gone

Try again, try, try again