Deleted all the pictures from my phone

Voices in my head say, told you so

I'm jealous of the cigarettes you hold

When did what we have go up in smoke

'Cause you are probably moving on

While I'm already gone

I wish I could hate you

I wish I could blame somebody else

For the pain that you left inside this room

You broke me like a promise

And if I'm being honest with myself

I let my hopes get a little higher than they should

You're still in my bones

And I'm still no good at letting go

Erasing any trace of you and I

Tell myself that I don't care and believe the lies

I'm harder than the heart you left behind

I've become somebody I hardly recognise

You are probably so far gone

While I'm barely holding on

I wish I could hate you

I wish I could blame somebody else

For the pain that you left inside this room

You broke me like a promise

And if I'm being honest with myself

I let my hopes get a little higher than they should

You're still in my bones

And I'm still no good at letting go

Sleeping on my side of the bed

I can't bring myself to the middle

I don't want to touch the space you left

Or lay my head on your pillow

'Cause I can't admit you're really gone

I don't want to feel the heart you broke

So I dance with the ghost of what it was

You're still in my bones

And I'm still no good at letting go