Tightness in my chest, ooh-ah

Fucking up my head, ooh-ah

Bring that needle to my skin

Cost 120 for a sin

I don't watch, sitting in, oh

I go sink with this shit

I don't save this shit in a chat for a win, oh oh

& I think about it

It's like

22 with a good life, but

I'm dead inside

But that's not what they tell you, no

I got fucking issues, oh

I wanna go for a month

Hide from the world, I suck

I promised I would never give you up

It's me, I'm sorry

For everything that I brought in

It's fucked up that I saw this

Coming from a mile away

We're not what we need & I'm sorry babe

I'm honest, nah I don't feel good, I'm off with it

Go 'head & tell me that you hate me, won't respond to it

Tired of fake & digging graves, yeah, I'm done with this

That truth hurt, it don't feel too fulfilling, huh?

I'm losing names to save face, an act of killing, uh

I'm finna die at 25, got this feeling, uh

Don't get sentimental, 'cause I

Regaining colour that's a "sin", I know

I'm a world away with a vision thats old

I ain't a liar, I'm just empty in my own, yeah

& these sinsofselfawareness, I owe, yeah

Don't know how to say this shit to face & it's hard

Baby, that money gone & my face too far

Ain't no saving me, ain't no "best"

Once again, I'm sorry