There is no such thing as forever

Boil it down, bottle it up — I’m dancing like a feather

No weight to hold me down

Sand always feels more comfortable than bricks and bones

I feel the pressure from all sides as I grow old

How long can I ignore it?

Just push it away, day after day

Even though I know life is finite

Eternity is always haunting me

Lived half my life in quiet decay

Never knowing I’d drift away

I’m floating in between

Fuck yeah, I’m smarter than them

I cannot get hurt if I keep my distance

But when the doors are shut and the noise slowly fades

I start questioning my own kind of mortality

I feel the pressure from all sides as I grow old

How long can I ignore it?

Just push it away, day after day

Relentlessly

Time won’t change

But it’s twisting me

Even though I know life is finite

Eternity is always haunting me

Lived half my life in quiet decay

Never knowing I’d drift away

I’m floating in between

’Cause I will sacrifice my life

To see the light behind your eyes

I wanna feel the fire underneath me

Losing myself and who I want to be

Will I find my way?

Stasis became my foundation

The anchor I hold on to

As my setting keeps changing

It’ll be my pillar of strength

I thought if I stay the same

My life would never change

Even though I know life is finite

Eternity is always haunting me

Lived half my life in quiet decay

Never knowing I’d drift away

I’m floating in between