Overdosed on straight vibes and tranquility

You can keep on throwing shots I know that they be missing me

Feeling hella super got my UI in vicinity

Always ready to go my weed by like my senzu bean

Suicidal homicidal thoughts that's the sin in me

Feeling like I'm joker ear to ear with the grinning teeth

Posted on the block a ghetto kid he's from the 53rd

Steady on the come up ain't a second I ain't put in work

Shoutout homie Ruben and then Louis we came from the dirt

Never took a hand out got our bag started flipping syrup

Had to slow it down blowing money life became a blur

Had to cut off people getting tired of living life unsure

I been in my head again nightmares got a scent again

Paranoia creeping in but I'm still gon' win again

They be acting innocent but I see through the counterfeit

Talkin like they proud of me whole time they on some jealous shit

I was in the trenches had to learn how to defend the kid

Mama say she pray for me I told her I got faith in this

Angels on my shoulder but my demons wanna take the whip

Life a twisted movie I been living like the Matrix script

I been on a mission I don't got no time for basic shit

Haters wanna box me in I broke out like a cage was split

I don't do no talking if it's pressure then we handle it

Smile up in they faces whole time I'm planning damages

I been losing sleep I been chasing dreams in rapid shifts

Bro said watch your circle snakes be hiding in companionship

Pain made me a monster but that trauma turned to craftsmanship

Every bar a battle scar I'm carving out my manuscript

I remember starving nights ramen noodles in the cabinet

Now I got the plug calling saying boy you really active

Had to cut distractions I was drowning in the flashy shit

Money come in fast but it vanish like a magic trick

I been in the field no referee I don't need no flagging shit

Opps be throwing shade but they brittle they some plastic men

I was really hustling turning pennies into stacks again

Now my future shining bright I'm glowing like a mannequin

I got family depending so my hunger never rationed it

Every day I'm grinding like my soul inside a cash machine

Tryna play me close I keep a blade like it's a fashion piece

Loyalty my currency I spend it only cautiously

Love turned to a lesson had my heart inside a casualty

Trust turned into tragedy I learned that shit the harder way

Now I move like I'm a ghost disappear before the drama stay

If you ain't talking progress get the fuck up out my way

I been feeling manic I been switching lanes on paranoia waves

One day I'm feeling blessed next day I'm in a darker phase

Joker smile twisted thoughts laughter got a sharper blade

I been in that war with self that's the price of being hard to save

Had to drop the poison fake friends turned to toxic traits

They be saying bro you changed nah I just escaped the rotten fate

I been seeing through the lies I got vision like a prophet's gaze

Everything I do precise calculated like a watch I made

Now I'm chasing destiny you chasing hoes and followers

I was in the mud now I'm rising like a phoenix does

They don't want no smoke with us they know we keep the heater tucked

Life been getting serious I'm too focused to be heated up

I been in the booth turning pain into a reason cause

Every time I rap it's like I'm bleeding out my recent cuts

If you really from the dirt you know them streets don't give a fuck

So I keep it on me I don't trust love I just trust my gut