Love in my heart and pain in my soul

It's hard to tell which side you're on

I'm tryna find the balance in me (Balance in me)

Been through hell and you sparked the flame

My girls keep telling me I'm not the same

Where did you go with my energy? (Energy)

Wish I had done this differently

'Cause I'm used to your lies

Wanna forgive, but it hurts inside

Break up again, ninety-nine times

What should I do? 'Cause I can't decide

I'ma lose the house if I leave

Sick and tired of taking Plan Bs

(I'ma lose the house if I leave)

(Sick and tired of taking Plan Bs)

Days go by, you won't even call

Still in the gray 'cause we're on and off

I'm waiting on you to acknowledge me

(Waiting on you to acknowledge me)

Lie, lie every day and it's no surprise

It grieves me whenever you cross my mind

Feel like a fool and a mockery

Hoping you send that apology, oh

'Cause I'm used to your lies

Wanna forgive, but it hurts inside

Break up again, ninety-nine times

What should I do? 'Cause I can't decide

I'ma lose the house if I leave

Sick and tired of taking Plan Bs

He'll never be ready

(I'ma lose the house if I leave)

He'll never be ready

(Sick and tired of taking Plan Bs) Hey

You'll never be ready to be with me

You'll never be ready to understand

Never be ready

Ready