I can't believe that it was me against myself this whole time

You the reason I put my life on the line

Everything I did, I did for me

Put me on a crucifix, about my family Spent my whole life on the road

Still ain't got nowhere to go, like, yes sir, huh-uh

Shit I got it out the mud, I did this shit on my own

I've been all around the world, ain't got no place to call home

I pop a perk to ease my pain, but I'm still feelin' alone

I told her pray for me, pray for me

I'm knowin' God gon' make a way for me way for me

If you ain't got no other reason, baby, stay for me

They'll take me out the day I let a **** play with me

She say, you know I will

I wish that I could get revenge , but it was a pill

No she ain't my ho, she got a hard time keepin' it real

I pray he get his time down, I need him to get an appeal

I saw lil bro in that casket like damn this shit surreal

Like I don't know, too many places I don't go, uh

Left punch, right punch, just might hit my shoulder roll

I'm talkin' bout left foot, right foot, it's 2,500 for my toes

Before a fuck **** play with that business, **** better off playin' with his nose

I up the score and hold my wrist up like Shedeur

I was only 21, now I'm spendin' 20 in Dior

I spend it all and get it right back, that shit was on the floor

Probably touched at least a half a mil since I was 24

Now I'm 26, do the math on it

I don't never do no talkin', I drop a bag on it

She threw that pussy at me, but I had to pass on it

And if it's war, you gotta know I'll spend my last on it

I can't go to sleep at night, got dreams a **** took me out

Thought I had a relapse, all this hot shit I been puttin' out

Took a look into yo resume, but I ain't impressed

I'll snap right back to the old me, like Mitchell and Ness

They'll flatten somethin' out for me I send an address

Like yes sir, uh-huh

Every time I go to therapy, they tell me it's stress

Like no sir, uh-huh

This shit way more than that

I'm rappin' about my life so this shit way more than rap

I couldn't get no fuck what a **** saying on no app

If it's ever tension **** heads they gettin' tapped

Head tap, head tap, mm-mm

Head tap, head tap, mm-mm

Head tap, head tap, mm-mm

Head tap, head tap, mm-mm

If it's ever tension, **** head tap, head tap, mm-mm

Head tap, head tap, mm-mm

Head tap, head tap, mm-mm

Head tap a ****

She say you know I will

I wish that I could get revenge but it was a pill

No she ain't my ho, she got a hard time keepin' it real

I'm praying he get his time down, I need him to get an appeal

I saw lil' bro in that casket, like damn, this shit surreal

Like I don't know, too many places I don't go

Left punch, right punch, just might hit my shoulder roll

I'm talking bout, left foot, right foot, it's 2,500 for my toes

Before a fuck **** play with that business, **** better off playin' with his nose