It only gets colder

It only gets colder now

Now that I’m falling further from the light we lost

I only get older

The longer I wait for you to know

What’s the cost of this hell that always follows me?

Drowning in apathy

Silence over sound

Where I won’t be found

Falling through empty space

I drift away

Tear every thought away

Push my soul astray

Vanish without a trace

I can’t be saved

Is it worth the suffering to find a place less vacant?

Maybe I’m just weak

Maybe I’m not the man I said I was

Feel the weight on my neck like a stone to my throat

I can feel it caving in

I hear the silence over sound

Where I won’t be found

Falling through empty space

I drift, I drift away

Tear every thought away

Push my soul astray

Vanish without a trace

I can’t, I can’t be saved

This loneliness devours me

And my mind just grows more empty

Condemned by the hand of god

Make it go away

It only gets colder

It only gets colder now

What’s the cost of this hell that always follows me

Silence over sound

Where I won’t be found

Falling through empty space

I drift, I drift away

Tear every thought away

Push my soul astray

Vanish without a trace

I can’t, I can’t be saved

Is it worth the suffering?

Am I not worth saving?