It feels like life is slowly

Slippin' away

And everything I once loved

It ain't the same

It feels like life is slowly

Fading away

I think I got a hold then it gets taken away

I'm on a walk on a journey (Yeah)

Man it's probably gonna hurt me (It is)

I'm nearing close to my thirties (God damn)

Life is moving in a hurry (It is)

Let me tell you about the hurt

First, healthcare I need a nurse (Nurse)

Tears coverin' my shirt (Shirt)

How do I make this work (How)

I don't even got a house

I'm still stuck payin' rent (I am)

I don't even got a spouse

I'm still stuck in my head (God damn)

My doctor told me that with age

Would fade away my Tourette's (No it didn't)

But nothin' changed I got mad

I got angry then I got depressed

I got stressed, losin' rest

I had feelings that I can't express (no no)

For the best, I took a break

And tried to get the weight off my chest

I obsessed

OCD I overthought and I overstepped

I addressed

Every situation that for years I chose to repress

Yes, there's been times that I have (Yeah theres been times that I have)

Wait, what was I sayin'

My bad, I think I got sidetracked

I hear a song I see a show

And it bring me back to my college days

Where I graduated but I couldn't walk

Cause COVID made us all walk away

High school, reunion

Ten years, been through it

Just way too fast

How time is movin

I got some friends who are dads now

And some of us have just fanned out

Lookin' at how life panned out

I ain't never took a handout

Long way that we went

But we ain't never turnin' back

And ain't no way anyone

Is ever gonna change that

It's not about what you got

And it's not about what you have

It's not about what you lost

But all about how you stand

It feels like life is slowly

Slippin' away

And everything I once loved

It ain't the same

It feels like life is slowly

Fading away

I think I got a hold then it gets taken away