Ive tried backin up,

Got stuck now i ride wit the fire tucked,

Changed, and i think hard, then shoulder shrug,

Loose lines dont hold it like it did before,

Push wrong and he gettin folded like a card,

Full wash of my eyes and i brainstorm,

Cold ties to the things that i didnt want,

But thats how it is when you show no love,

Unforgivable,

So give me the chemicals,

My skin weighs heavy on top of my bones,

Two capsules to attack my system,

And out of everything this aint what i wouldve done,

Aint a victim when i get the fix in,

Trash life do nothing but wither apart,

Fuckin alcohol, pour it all over my sorrow,

Im waiting around, like i wont be here tomorrow,

They said i missed out on a big one,

But i cant even get into cooperation,

I put my pride high know that ima learn rough,

Cause i been going thru the motions almost slipped up,

Said i got big guts, thats what i deliver,

And i can rock it whenever my adrenaline pump,

Heard it through the grapevine transmitter,

That you think you know me by the shit other people would talk,

Been stuck in a loss,

You got me laughing at my life,

Whole thing was a prank and that shit got me a bit uptight,

Think of falling from the sky, but motionless in a void,

Take my body from thoughts when i think of getting a rise,

Choked up on the words i wanted you to know,

I feel it in my head but nothing spoken from the throat,

I got an anxious feeling in my stomach from the smoke,

Then realize im in the wrong and now i aughta go,

Ive tried backin up,

Got stuck now i ride wit the fire tucked,

Changed, and i think hard, then shoulder shrug,

Loose lines dont hold it like it did before,

Push wrong and he gettin folded like a card,

Full wash of my eyes and i brainstorm,

Cold ties to the things that i didnt want,

But thats how it is when you show no love,

Unforgivable,

So give me the chemicals,

My skin weighs heavy on top of my bones,

Two capsules to attack my system,

And out of everything this aint what i wouldve done,

Aint a victim when i get the fix in,

Trash life do nothing but wither apart,

Fuckin alcohol, pour it all over my sorrow,

Drop down in the earth as if i didnt know,

breakin my mind over all of the tries,

I put down what i got and it still isnt right,

So i might try to rewind, out of my damn life,

cut the lights,

People talkin but they never would fight,

I spark fire in the night,

infected with blight,

Seep down in the pores to adjust my time,

Sick and tired of the way that i been sick and tired,

Gotta get up and over myself cause i been here a while,

Cause change in the tides pullin up on the shore,

Flash backs of the life when i knew i had more,

And i crashed into my own personal storage,

Fuckin blast my head right up into orbit,

Ill trash my physical form in the garbage,

Thats my shit and i still been on it,

i flash my clip to that boy who want it,

And thrash my hands from holding onto,

My past