Red faced shawty

Lick her tears

My heart is throbbing

Hand around her throat like it's a leash

I'll bring you relief

I'll put your face in the pillow

Fulfilling your fantasies

Red candle wax

That drips on your back

Your face I slap then grab your jaw

Saliva dripping from your lips

Gorilla grip

Fuck protection

Insemination is possible

Can't stop the twitches

To mellow out

I'm snorting an oxy

It is my relief

What else can I say?

I love fucking bitches

While I'm on some drugs

A heart killer

I have never loved

I'm running off lust

I'll turn to dust

I know that I am cancer

I form a lie to get inside

I can't help it

I'm ashamed

To a certain degree

There's a reason I'm a freak in the sheets

I'm not one to keep

I'll throw away your key

Mental instability

Trauma is shaping trauma

I see the fear in your eyes

When I go silent

Dead eyes

And baby you are the prize

You're my new sacrifice

Kill a motherfucker with a dirty blade

Look at my face

Lying almost lifeless on the ground

While I look into your soul

I'm unpredictable

And still ignored

I know your appalled

I take my time to kill a soul

And after one you want more

I'm severing veins everyday

I play with my life and I dream of a grave

I'm popping my pills till I can't feel my face

Embraced a life that cannot ever be changed

But only managed through therapy that's on and off

Abusing pills

Drinking lean

I know that its the end of me

I've to change

Drive in the fast lane

What a mistake

Bottled emotions like I do

And now I'm fucked again

Hallucinations

Getting heightened

And lately

I'm being frightened

My life ain't a living lesson

I know I won't get to heaven

Red faced shawty

Lick her tears

My heart is throbbing

Hand around her throat like it's a leash

I'll bring you relief

I'll put your face in the pillow

Fulfilling your fantasies

Red candle wax

That drops on your back

Your face I slap then grab your jaw

Red faced shawty

Lick her tears

My heart is throbbing

Hand around her throat like it's a leash

I'll bring you relief

I'll put your face in the pillow

Fulfilling your fantasies

Red candle wax

That drops on your back

Ruin a life I claim is mine