I know I'm no good at telling the truth

But I can't find a way

No, I'm no good, and this is the proof

Feels like it's too late

And I tried to change in a million different ways

I tried but failed

I thought I'm okay, thought I'd be alright

If I could just pretend

I've never seen that look in your eyes

But it turns out it's all the same

Again and again, in a million different ways

Again and again

This pattern in my head don't fit the pattern in my heart

Made another mistake, 'cause I'm too afraid to try

I know it's too late

I know my own ways

I know I can't make you stay

Again and again

I'm blaming myself, that is the price I'll pay

I tried to change in a million different ways

Again and again

This pattern in my head don't fit the pattern in my heart

Made another mistake, 'cause I'm too afraid to try

The pattern in my head wants to fight for you for the rest of my life

The pattern in my heart wants what's out of sight but never out of mind

This pattern in my head don't fit the pattern in my heart

Made another mistake, 'cause I'm too afraid to try

The pattern in my head wants to fight for you for the rest of my life

The pattern in my heart wants what's out of sight but never out of mind

This pattern in my head