How does it feel to be the one that walked away?

You never tried you never gave the time of day

The stain you left inside my head replayed for days

I thought that time would heal but turns outs that's on me

But I've been losing my senses

My time spent making excuses

To blame everyone but me

I'm just a failure

Took a chance to be someone greater

Over and over I'm breaking

Everything around starts to cave in

I'm not worth saving

I'm fighting demons but they turn out to be me

I scratched the surface now I'm crawling underneath

I'd take your hand but I'd just pull you down with me

I need some light to show me if I could ever be free

But I've been losing my senses

My time spent making excuses

To blame everyone but me

I'm just a failure

Took a chance to be someone greater

Over and over I'm breaking

Everything around starts to cave in

Unlike the walls in my head

I've built up so high

I could never reach my life

Everyone keeps asking but no one knows

I'm just a failure

Living life that I'll never change cause

I'm not worth saving

I know I won't let it go

I've lost before I start the show

I'm trying to find

The pieces that I left behind

Yeah I'm not worth saving

I'm just a failure

Took a chance to be someone greater

Over and over I'm breaking

Everything around starts to cave in

Unlike the walls in my head

I've built up so high

I could never reach my life

Everyone keeps asking but no one knows

I'm just a failure

Living life that I'll never change cause

I'm not worth saving

I'm not worth saving

I'm not worth saving