Maybe it's in your blood

Maybe you're just genetically predisposed to leave like that

I don't know if I can come back from the dead

Think I confused romantic

With the touch of someone who's just plain sociopathic

Fooled me with the accent

Subliminal distraction

Fed my emotional destruction

I hate your guts, love your bone structure

Miss you like I'm grieving

I'm pathetically scheming for you

You're not God, I just gave you the power

So depressed with you leaving

Melancholic and seething

That this is how you see me now

It's torture and it's tragic

Withdrawing like an addict

I'm screaming for my consciousness

My body wouldn't have it

A cruel amalgamation

I'm pissed off and impatient

You fled back to your foreign land

And fucked your reputation

Fooled me with the accent

I'm vulnerable and back bent

Fed my emotional destruction

I hate your guts, love your bone structure

Miss you like I'm grieving

I'm pathetically scheming for you

You're not God, I just gave you the power

So depressed with you leaving

Melancholic and seething

You call me up just to cover your tracks

So you're always keep reading panic attacks

And I thought you were cool as a concept

It was just your superiority complex

I worshipped you like holy ground

But now you're Ray-Bans on a circus clown

And I thought you were cool but you lost it

Called me your muse and forgot it

I hate your guts, love your bone structure

Miss you like I'm grieving

I'm pathetically scheming for you

You're not God, I just gave you the power

So depressed with you leaving

Melancholic and seething

That this is how you see me now