You said when you kissed her

You thought about me

It's so wrong to just give into

Your hypocrisy

I've had you in my head for years

But yet still can't reach you

I've had you in my bed for years

But still never touched you

I've always wondered what it was like to be right beside you

But the barrier hasn't come down yet and I don't think it'll ever

It sits there in silence, completely unmoving

Completely oblivious to what I'm really feeling

(As always

I'm at fault

If only you loved me

Never at all)