Where do you look when the love fades

When the ones you hold the closest start to feel strange

When everything is going right but all you feel is pain

When you the only one that wants the love and not the fame

I feel alone but all these people say they wholesome

But if I'm down I don't think they'd let me hold something

Truthfully my friends now ain't nothing like my old ones

And love sounded cool until my heart broke and than some

I wonder if they'd love me if I didn't have my income

If I ain't have a million streams times ten and than some

Would you think I was a cool or just a loser like the rest of em

Paint the picture I inspire and I anger with the same brush

The devil talking to me but I shot him with his own gun

I'm authentic to morals never been a plant or Stan son

Imma take over the world without a warning or a fair one

Faught some tough battles but I better never fear one

I'm the definition of the hardest working rapper ever coming out

I fund myself and manage myself

I book myself and sell myself

Never short

Never been tall

But learn when I fell

Words is bond but trust still frail

The water choppy but the ship still sails

Blind to the bullshit read facts in brail

Stand on business I'm never one to tuck my tail

I never had a record deal but six figure sales

I prevail when the times turn and everybody's stail

I'm dam near thirty fucked up shit it's better than jail

I guess

Depends who you ask

Honestly you mother fuckers just a pain in my ass

Same shit different story always live story always live in the past

Wana talk because you think got it kiss my ass

Think because I'm self employed I just sit on my ass

True story I work harder than you could dumb ass

I stand out in a crowd like some pissed on grass

I reached millions off emotion and a pen a pad

I grew weed went to jail than glew up off rap

No cap you could google my stats

That's straight facts

I made legitimate money before the legalize packs

Sat in Connecticut prison because of envious rats

But that enough of that chat

I'm moving better than that

I had a dream when I was nine and made a living off that