For what it's worth I've been lying to myself as well,

Dreaming all day long I feel ashamed of myself

Took a wrong direction now I'm trying to make it right

Not sure when I'll be allowed to build upon this shell

I've been hyper-breathing just to stay alive

Seems I need some healing but it doesn't come with time

I can't live my life under someone else's lies

I've been hyper-breathing trying to stay alive

The medication seems to help me sleep but it's hard to say when

There hasn't been a pattern since I can't remember

I tell myself it's OK but I'm tired and naked

Been waiting round for better days and it's hard to fake it

I've been hyper-breathing just to stay alive

Seems I need some healing but it doesn't come with time

I can't live my life under someone else's lies

I've been hyper-breathing trying to stay alive

It's time to break

Every rule that they ever made

Something has to change

I've been living life in a cage

It's time to break

Every rule that they ever made

Something has to change

I've been living life in the cave