I can't manage anymore

My brain is sick, I'm always feeling sore

She still walkin' out my door

Bottoms up 'til I wake up on the floor

I am braindead, what they saying

All the same shit when they talk on me

I can change it, have to fake it

Feel I'm breaking, patience is the key

I know, it's hard

I sit and tear myself apart

Don't go, too far

Sometimes we get lost in the dark

Lose my patience everytime

Cannot seem to get myself in line

At my worst in the dead of night

Gotta beat this devil inside

Inside, inside, inside, the devil inside

Inside, inside, inside, the devil inside

I'm a lover, not a fighter

So I'ma sit still, beat me 'til I bleed

I'ma look into the mirror

Smile wide showing blood all on my teeth

Disappointment, not important

Is what I scream when it gets too hard to breathe

Still avoiding the annoyance

I'm a mess 'cause there's too much time to think

I know, it's hard

I sit and tear myself apart

Don't go, too far

Sometimes we get lost in the dark

Lose my patience everytime

Cannot seem to get myself in line

At my worst in the dead of night

Gotta beat this devil inside

Inside, inside, inside, the devil inside

Inside, inside, inside, the devil inside