I-Im just starting off my path but my heart already torn

I say its for you but I dont feel it anymore

I been praying every day but I keep sinning every dawn, (Uh)

Asking god if this is right of if Im fucking gone

Im just starting so my foot is on the pedal

My mind is getting fragile, (I)

I say that its love but its just turning into battle

Dancing with the devil

Feel the fucking pressure building up that I can't settle

That I can't settle, fuck the shit that I can't settle

Like I can't settle this, fuck that shit

Bitch I feel so lost in my head and in my soul

Im just tryna fill the gasp tryna fill this fucking hole

I just feel like fucking mobby dick

Im the one they never fit

Turning into something

Th-they dont understand a bit

And Im sixteen years old, like I feel way too grown

Weight on my chest like a stone

Bitch I won't tell you how I feel

I-Imma just put my thoughts in a flow

I say I do this shit for me, B-but I dont even fucking know

If its love or its escape, or just fear of letting go

I been changing way too fast, never felt like this before (like this before)

I keep praying for a sign but I still keep choosing wrong

And my soul keeps telling me this shit is ain't where I am from (this ain't where I am from)