Right now, you're all I need

Claw you in, you sink into me

Only want you here to break the silence

There's no point to hide the way that I've been

Open up, pull you close

Then drain you out and leave you comatose

Drowning in these habits, there's no way out

Microwave the plate and push the weight down

Is this what I've become?

Dead eyes when I go numb

Breathe it in but it's not enough

God, I hate the way that I can't stop

Lost count of the nights I've wasted

Blacked out in a crowd of faces

Hands back, no hesitation

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

Crawling on my hands and knees

I broke the skin just to watch it bleed

I still crave the feeling when it's killing me

Through the cracks I'm falling

But it's too late now, I'm in too deep

Burned through all the friends I've had so carelessly

I would only hurt you more than you'd hurt me

And no matter how you feel, I'll always leave

Is this what I've become?

Dead eyes when I go numb

Breathe it in but it's not enough

God, I hate the way that I can't stop

Lost count of the nights I've wasted

Blacked out in a crowd of faces

Hands back, no hesitation

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

Is this what I've become?

Dead eyes when I go numb

Breathe it in but it's not enough

God, I hate the way that I can't stop

Lost count of the nights I've wasted

Blacked out in a crowd of faces

Hands back, no hesitation

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing