The thought of you being gone I dread

Some things are better left unsaid

I can't believe you're already dead

At just nine years old learn how to navigate stress

They told me shut up in school, asking why I have no friends

I guess I was never cool, just got bullied in the end

Whole life felt like a dual because my heart couldn't mend

They told me I was the fuel, homeschool they recommend

They told me to stop, I turned to a shrine

Its all their fault I started looking from the

Sidelines, I plan to fix it all in

Hindsight, I can't take you from the

Skyline, stuck in air I'm in for eternal

Confine, unless I stop looking from the

Sidelines, I plan to fix it all in

Hindsight, I can't take you from the

Skyline, stuck in air I'm in for eternal

Confine, unless I stop looking from the

Sidelines, I don't care anymore

They can say what they want I keep my feelings a-drawer

My hearts been hung too many times, feeling like some decor

Oh I miss you so much, love from the core

My past traumatic, locked inside the attic

Walking with a headache, talk about my family

Talk about my loved ones, you're so apathetic

Now all I hear is static, he's dead I won't forget it

Wish I could bring you back

But now I'm watching from the

Sidelines, I plan to fix it all in

Hindsight, I can't take you from the

Skyline, stuck in air I'm in for eternal

Confine, unless I stop looking from the

Sidelines, I plan to fix it all in

Hindsight, I can't take you from the

Skyline, stuck in air I'm in for eternal

Confine, unless I stop looking from the sidelines