Acting happy as fuck, I tried

I don't wanna sit here and lie

I can feel them move around deep inside

I've been flushing them all out that's why they hide

They didn't know about my problems inside

I fixed it up so it made me look alright

And now I've got it all gone from inside

And even if it comes back I'll refuse

And even if it really does I'll get through

I know some people feel the same, you can too

Go get some help, yeah, it's best for you

Acting happy as fuck, I tried

I don't wanna sit here and lie

I can feel them move around deep inside

I've been flushing them all out that's why they hide

They've been hiding away from me

They just want me stuck in jealousy

They don't really want me out, want me broken

They've got me feeling like I'm swimming in the ocean

They want me coping, they want me choking

They want me drowning in the water while I'm losing

But that's not happening

That's not happening

I'ma win, I'ma win, I'ma win