For all the times I failed

To ask the right questions

Tonight I'm low cognition

Why'd you wear your brother's name

Do you feel sufficient

Lacking recognition

No stones left unturned

My stomach's in a knot

Your memories unfurled

Putting words together in a string you never tried before

Finding comfort in the weeds of never being sure

Always changing

Never grow out of it and you don't even need to

Always changing

Never grow out of it and you don't even need to

Noise drowns out the words

Make the right faces

Overstimulated

Tired from the shopping trip

The emails unanswered

The joy, the meds have faded

Colours used to burn

Now stranded in the rot

The patterns we must learn

Putting ferns together in a room and run until you're sore

Pulling wild weeds from the yard and teeth ending the chore

Always changing

Never grow out of it and you don't even need to

Always changing

Never grow out of it and you don't even need to

No stones left unturned

My stomach's in a knot

Your memories unfurled

Now stranded in the rot

Putting words together in a string you never tried before

Finding comfort in the weeds of never being sure

Always changing

Never grow out of it and you don't even need to

Always changing

Never grow out of it and you don't even need to