Change

If ever you had said to me before

That I would lead this life

That I am livin' now I guess it's all so strange

To feel the way I do inside

And have so much that I could feel some pride for in my life

So why is it that I feel like this?

How do I feel?

I've been here before, I've felt this

Retreat to a place, a place within me, I need this

Keep it all down, bottled inside, it breaks me

To torment again and torture me like it used to

I try and try to break away

From all the hate I'm feelin'

For everyone of you that's ever done me wrong

I need to justify the reasons for the way I'm livin'

I guess I can't 'cause I don't feel like I deserve

How do I feel?

I've been here before, I've felt this

Retreat to a place, a place within me, I need this

Keep it all down, bottled inside, it breaks me

To torment again and torture me like it used to

So now the waves they have subsided

And my soul is bleeding

I can't take away all the shame I feel

Forgive me

How do I feel?

I've been here before, I've felt this

Retreat to a place, a place within me, I need this

Keep it all down, bottled inside, it breaks me

To torment again and torture me like it used to

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again