From the scrapes and bruises

To the familiar abuses

I'll kick and scream

But it never changes anything

I could spill my guts out

Wearing my best little girl pout

And I almost missed it

But nobody said that this was gonna be easy

This is not the man I hoped to be

And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding

I don't know how to word it

I just started to deserve it

And all my

All my faces are alibis

And me

I'm half the man I wanted to be

Most times it all comes out wrong

I don't know the words but I'll hum along

There's nothing familiar here anymore

To anyone or anything enough to feel alive

And I still taste that sickness

And it makes me crazy without it at best

But I'm in the same place I used to be

But I'm trying harder not to be

This is not the man I hoped to be

And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding

I don't know how to word it

I just started to deserve it

And all my

All my faces are alibis

And me

I'm half the man I wanted to be

So what am I?

What am I?

So what am I?

And all my

All my faces are alibis

This is not the man I hoped to be

And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding

I don't know how the words go

I just started not to say no

Don't want it, don't get it (All my)

I know you won't regret it

Don't surface, don't surface (All my)

And I feel so damned worthless (All my faces are)

Another day is gone (All my)

And all my faces are alibis

All my faces are alibis

And me

I'm half the man I wanted to be