Those seven months I spent rolling around on the floor

Just like a crippled bird I had my back through the door

Still I turned my nose up at the water and bread

Despite my greater love I was pr0tected and fed

But I am here, I am here in the center of myself

And do you still think about me?

Yes I am here, waging battle with this version of myself

I right my wrongs and think how things used to be, yes I do

Some kind of violent spring I have to cover my eyes

Water chokes on land, spitting up on the sky

Rain down in paragraph form

Too late and I don't know why

I put my legacy first

Oh what a reason to die

All the hours past, the body pressed to the wall

Hear you breathe in, breathe out sometimes nothing at all

Can you still hear me now?

Oh there's no labor too small, to

Labor under you, it's just response to a call

But I am here, I am here in the center of myself

And do you still think about me?

Yes I am here waging battle with this version of myself

I right my wrongs and think how things used to be, yes I do

A celebration coming up

I see the rising of dawn

Oh, the sun in the scratch of the mirror starts to blind me

Coming up fast, when did it start to go wrong?

I keep a picture of you on the mantle to remind me

Of a time when life used to be so easy, so easy, and so small

I want to dance something caustic and real

Oh these days we'd trade the earth for the things that we feel

!!!!!

Check you halves, never choosing to heal

This time, a law is smashed, I know you like breaking laws

Something you felt, something you've seen

We are embodied in between, but when you’re lost in your eyes

When you are selfish and mean

You are the ugliest person that I have ever seen

And I hate you, I hate you, yes I really do

But I am here, I am here in the center of myself

And do you still think about me?

Yes I am here, waging battle with this version of myself

I right my wrongs and think how things used to be

I am here, I am here in the center of myself

And do you still think about me?

Yes I am here waging battle with this version of myself

I bite my tongue and think how things used to be

So easy