Lost, it's the first word that comes to mind

When you ask how I'm doing but I say fine

'Cause I don't wanna let you in

I don't wanna let you know

You'll just end up leaving

And I'll have to let you go

And I'm not strong enough

I'm not brave enough

It doesn't matter how much I want your love

There's no guarantee that we were meant to be

It could be right, it could be wrong

But I'm not that strong

I don't know how you take that chance

No matter the outcome, you're gonna dance

Your confidence, I can't explain

You're smiling through the sunshine and the rain

How can you be so much braver than me?

What am I missing?

I'm not strong enough

I'm not brave enough

It doesn't matter how much I want your love

There's no guarantee that we were meant to be

It could be right, it could be wrong

But I'm not that strong

I've never been one to risk the pain

Or say goodbye to my freedom

I hide within my fearful mind

Never daring to feel love

Maybe this time it'll be different

Or is that just fool's gold?

You take my heart in your gentle hands

And you hold me close

And you say you are strong enough

You are brave enough

And no matter what, you'll have my love

If you tell me no and I go on alone

I won't make it very long

'Cause I'm not that strong