I am impatient and hard to please

No sense of serenity

Habitual neurosis transcends into thoughts of suicide

And when this body lays lifeless, don't patronize me by

Insisting this was all done because of you

I am beyond redemption, even in death I will not speak

I am beyond redemption, even in death I will not sleep

With abandonment of trust and self

Hope is void of longevity

A shelterless recluse, I survive without reason

I sacrifice myself to the lonely other

For she will not rest until death's arms embrace me