Lying in a grave that I dug myself

Wishing that my life belonged to somebody else

Know I'm gonna live, but I think I might die

Crushed by the weight of my personal hell

I'm so fucked up I don't know my own name

Think I'd learn by now that it's always the same

I know that I'm gonna die, that I'm gonna die someday

But it's so goddamn good when it's been in my brain

Cocaine Jesus

Feel like heaven and I'm feeling so good

And I said I wasn't gonna when I knew that I would

Gonna kick it soon, gonna be the last time

I'd quit lying to myself if I thought that I could

I never would have started if I saw myself now

Now I want to stop it, but I just don't know how

I've done worshipped at the idol and I want to get out

But Cocaine Jesus, he would never allow

Cocaine Jesus