Always an Anchor

I lost a love that loved me completely/ ranks of regret they batter and beat me I'm never going back again/ without a lot more medicine a few less friends Somewhere back in my old hometown/ there's an alright kid dragging an anchor Around It looks a lot like a frown/ goddamn it's hard to turn an anchor upside down When smile ain't a smile, just some teeth messing with your mind... Well you're right to fear the fear you fear you'll find Wake up in the morning/ and I float downtown I watch the fish fill the filthy fucking city that drowned Above that big hole in the ground/ where my fine friend fear had first been found. I remember seventeen/ I remember being honest, horny, healthy, and clean. I remember believing briefly/ that I'd been born to be the one It seems something worse than stupid now it's done A lot of people I know are walking round wondering/is it ever gonna be their day? From what I've seen so far man... It's no way Not today Not today Not today Babe I'm sorry that it turned out bad/ honey with all we had Babe, I'm sorry that it turned out... bad.