Why do I feel bad again?

I shouldn't be sad or miss a grin

Doubt creeps in and doubt creeps out

Skews the view from my cloud

Troublemaker tempting fate

Questioning the path I take

Showing me the twists and turns

The forks and points of no return

I would hold my breath so long

To wash ashore where I belong

Broken roses on the steps

Like promises I never kept

Promises I never made

But could have honored anyway

Tied to years, slave to fears

I will always hold you dear

Tired, troubled but sincere

Wishing... fuck the rhyme

Wishing I had a time

To wish, to wish, to wish you mine

Every day I choose to spend the rest of my life with her

And every day I break the molds of lives and worlds

I already miss the things that I will never know

I will never know the things that I've already missed

I would hold my breath so long

To wash ashore where I belong

I would hold my breath so long

To wash ashore where I belong

To wash ashore where I belong

To wash ashore where I belong