A New Page

the seasons change four times over a year or more has passed I miss your voice a fear inside of me, it says "he'll leave you you've seen this before, you fool" seems I forget the weight you lifted from me this era scrawled on a page with darkened blotches and tear-laiden stains makes me realize how dark it has been without the light you freely shine for me it's time to turn a new page a new page how quickly feeble minds forget those who are our saviors dark thoughts always seem to let in others to distract us clouds and rain and sadness there is no escape without you worldly worries and nightmare i could not survive without you this era scrawled on a page with darkened blotches and tear-laiden stains makes me realize how dark it has been without the light you clearly shine I can't bear to review what's on this page irreverance and sins abounding can't be erased oh, god, my only hope is you you're the only to help me to turn a new page a new page a year has passed I miss your voice