Oh, yes, I said it goes on and on

“Listen up”

Woman I want gets so close I can almost touch it

Why the fuck do I always self destruct?

Oh, yes, I said it goes on and on

“Listen up”

I'm only young, so of course I go live it up

But why the fuck do I always self destruct?

Good question, right?

Any time I’m settled or ever try get ahead in life

Then its like "Bam", back to beginnin’, so damn

Bad at decisions that I'm driven to think a devil might

Really set up by my ears, left to slide his message by

Guess my right sided angel's insane or straight up dead tonight

How else can I explain my deranged brain's anger maintained

Pain on myself and find new ways to create regrets in life

And it’s so clever, I’m, even correct sometimes

When decidin’ an action reactions still get me left behind

Like that time my boss a fuckwit to others

So no doubt I defend ‘em and end up out of a job for my troubles

Then what follows is sorrow cause I know good morals

Do not go and cover the fuckin’ bills that will come in tomorrow

This a wife who reminds me when we fight every night

Till I’m hollowed like the bottles of alcohol that I swallow

Oh, yes, I said it goes on and on

“Listen up”

Woman I want gets so close I can almost touch it

Why the fuck do I always self destruct?

Oh, yes, I said it goes on and on

“Listen up”

I'm only young, so of course I go live it up

But why the fuck do I always self destruct?

I know that I fall sometimes and yet you never pick me up

You say I’m not actin’ right just cause I don’t wan’ live it up

Don’t tell me you didn't do

You drive me crazy-y-y

Fuck never chillin’ or ever drinkin’, my sense of livin’

Sets opinions to friends or relies and parents to thinkin’ I'm

Reckless within an inch of death with every drink I'm sinkin’

Next they tellin me if I mess with different women, it's instant

Self destruction, but fuck ‘em, I'm only young

Guess the suckers are jealous because it's my time for the fun

But yeah sometimes I become kind of a cunt

Regret the things I said and get all violent when drunk

But hey, I should be used to it now

It's been happenin’ since way back as a youth who's too loud

In school due to my stupidness when I get attention

Then later upgradin’ to drivin’ licence suspensions

For my unpaid fines and drunken drivin’ offences

Now tryin’ a provide some type of heart for my senses

Whenever there's potential to do better well then I plain waste it

Mate, I'd rather stay blazed and chill out on my PlayStation

Oh, yes, I said it goes on and on

“Listen up”

Woman I want gets so close I can almost touch it

Why the fuck do I always self destruct?

Oh, yes, I said it goes on and on

“Listen up”

I'm only young, so of course I go live it up

But why the fuck do I always self destruct?