I shouldn't be here But I am

I left before I could ruin your name Before my silence turned into blame

I stayed too long in a burning room Thinking I could outweigh the dome

Every word I said felt heavier than air Like I was already halfway gone from there

You gave me trust, I let it decay Now I don't know what I can repay

I can't fix what I became I can't stay

My fault, my fault, too late, too late I break, I break, I break, break, break, break, break, break

I don't run from love, I run from damage From every promise I couldn't manage

You deserve better than what I gave So I became the thing you can't save

I hear it looping inside my head Every almost word I never said

And I don't cry, I just dissolve Into problems I can't resolve

Don't follow me into this mess I don't deserve your rest

Don't follow, don't follow, don't follow Crush, too late, bruh, too late, smash

I walked away so you wouldn't see What I do to people who stay with me

I thought distance would make it right But I still hear you every night

I'm sorry, fractured, my fault Collapsing, let go, echoing, let go

Disappearing

I left so you could stay home