One thought spirals more than I can take

Every move I make multiplies mistakes

Don't think I can take another fucking hit

Even if I push, I'm forever tied to this

Every part you reshape

Every cut you replace

Is remaking

Every piece of pain

Every broken frame

Is a chain that you're breaking

Tried pleasure, distraction, and chasing the material

But that's when I realized the habit became serial

Feels like I'm drowning underneath on repeat

Even if I try to leave, it feels permanently me

Even tried searching for the ethereal

But when I reach out, all I get is a burial

Every part you reshape

Every cut you replace

Is remaking

Every piece of pain

Every broken frame

Is a chain that you're breaking

It's not black or white, you already knew

Every person has a story, mine's a shattered view

Even when they say kind things, I think it's fake

Can't feel their empathy in a fallen state

Eyeing for a smile to crack just once

But can't seem to trust anyone up front

Everyone around claims they want my best

But they don't know this place (Nothing can rest)

Can't do what you don't know

So when they say do better

Don't forget it's not whether

You get it right the first time

Every part you reshape

Every cut you replace

Is remaking

Every piece of pain

Every broken frame

Is a chain that you're breaking

Your weakness isn't wasted

It's remaking

Your weakness isn't wasted

It's remaking