MANY NIGHTS I SAT AND CRIED THINKING WHAT DID I DO WRONG? BORN WITH THIS GUILT INSIDE THINKING WHY IS THIS FEELING SO STRONG. HAD TO PROTECT MYSELF FROM SINNERS,ABUSERS, AND DRUG USERS. LAYING AROUND, COULDN’T SLEEP BECAUSE THE NEED OF LOV WAS USED UP. SEEING IMAGES OF FACES IN PLACES I COULDN’T UNDERSTAND. WALKING LONELY ON THIS JOURNEY MADE ME A STRONGER WOMAN. PRAISES TO MY HEAVENLY FATHER EACH IN EVERY NIGHT, WHEN I WAS LONELY COULDN’T SLEEP FOR 30 DAYS AND 30 KNIGHTS. I GAINED CLARITY, SOME PEOPLE GREW SCARED OF ME, THEY SAY THAT I WAS HOING AROUND, SOME SAY THAT I WAS A FAIL OF SEED. OTHERS CALLED ME BITCHES, SOME WANTED TO TAKE MY RUCHES. POISED IN THE MINDS FROM THE GAMES THEY PLAY IT CAN AFFLICT US. CAUSING CONFUSING, MISUSING THE LOV THAT IS NEEDED. ThE WORLD IS CRYING LOUD FROM THE LOSSES THAT HAS DEFEATED. I HIT MY KNEES IN PRAY EVERYDAY. JESUS PLEASE FORGIVE ME. BECAUSE NOW IM MOVING ON SO LONG YOU CAN NOT SEE ME. OTHERS WANTED TO TRY TO BE ME, BUT THEY DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND. MY SOUL LONG FIR THINGS THAT A MAN CANT COMPREHEND. MY HEART BEEN BROKE AGAIN, IN YEA I CRY AT NIGHT. BECAUSE ALL OF THE I DID, THEY FELT SO RIGHT. MY WRATH I COULDN’T IGNORE, OPPORTUNITY CLOSED ALL DOORS, NOW I’M PLEADING MORE. MOVING ON IN HEADING NORTH MOVING ON IN HEADING NORTH MOVING ON IM HEADING NORTH WITH THE STARS, WITH THE STARS, WITH THE STARS,