Am I codependent or healing myself through you?

I keep on running back, the definition of delulu

People call me crazy for being addicted to you

Friends say that I'm digging a grave to my own funeral

Why you talking crazy? Your bullshit has gotta go

Can you love me if you hate me? What's a high without a low?

It's hard to comprehend that you're the person that I chose

I keep on getting burned like my hand is over the stove

People try and tear us apart but we stick together

A bond you can't break, a tie you can not sever

The past is the past, the present is something treasured

Together we can learn about forever

And my pain is self-inflicted, I'm at war with all my choices

And when I'm feeling lost, sometimes the poison

Is the antidote

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do

Is the antidote

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do

Is the antidote

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do

Is the antidote

You may not be the one for me but you the one I want

Head over heels an understatement, these are somersaults

Toxicity is just another word for loving one another

When you're addicted to the way they get crazy about you, baby

Look, see we gon' argue, we gon' fight and I'ma fuss and fool about you

But let another man overstep and I'll crush his skull about you

I can't fucking stand you sometimes, but I still can't live without you

Well, it's not that I couldn't do it, I just wouldn't want to learn how to

So every time we fuss and fight, just know it's 'cause I love you

You see it when I fight for you and feel it when I fuck you (Fuck you)

I'll always play the knight in armor you can always run to

And you gon' play the Bonnie that I hand this bloody gun to

It's just us two (*Gunshots*)

And my pain is self-inflicted, I'm at war with all my choices

And when I'm feeling lost, sometimes the poison

Is the antidote

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do

Is the antidote

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do

Is the antidote

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do

Is the antidote

​[Verse 3: Vin Jay]

Been with you since a young teen, a trauma bond that runs deep

Sickly when I'm with you; this love, it poison my bloodstream

I never could leave, though our relationship is deadly

You tempt me 'til I cave and I consume you 'til you empty

But maybe I'm just hidin' from the truth

'Cause I know my body start to shake when I'm deprived of you

You don't mind that I'm a failure, I don't mind, you make it true

So I fall into your trap, the end, the cycle of abuse

I kiss you just to feel alive, then watch you pull me in

Your scent is on my breath, it's like I'm drowning from within

You occupy my mind until I'm numb enough to clear it

You're heaven in a bottle, but the devil on my spirit

And my pain is self-inflicted, I'm at war with all my choices

And when I'm feeling lost, sometimes the poison

Is the antidote

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do

Is the antidote

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do

Is the antidote

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do

Is the antidote