I wanna go on a bender tonight

But I wanna be good for you baby

Go through the motions and turn off the lights

We've not been talking much lately

Well I went to the club, went to cut up the rug

I was sober and I needed to freak it

And they put on our song and I screamed every word

This is the closet thing to you and I speaking

Well you know I'm not better yet

Better leaving things unsaid

I wonder how much heaven spent

Got me my invisible thread

To you

A shirt

A bar

A plate or a spark

A thread

Well I went on a walk

Went to get some fresh air

Yeah I remember when you made that suggestion

And at first I forgot and you were almost not there

When a car drove by with the windows rolled down

And it was playing our song

That god damn good fucking song

I couldn't tell if I was crying or laughing

I wiped it all off my face

And I walked to your place

And I stood there for about 30 seconds

Well you know I'm not better yet

Better leaving things unsaid

I wonder how much heaven spent

Got me my invisible thread

To you

That car

The venue

Where I spoke

The first time to you

To you

To you

The bus line

That I took

Most nights

To get to

To you

A thread

To you

To you

When the guy at the bodega asks me

If I want a large coffee

With milk

Cause I get that for you

For you

When I do my laundry at the laundromat

Where I fake proposed

With a plastic ring to you

To you

A thread