Secrets forming oceans for your omens

For your omens

Coward

Is this how you speak to me?

Someone you’ve entrusted with your heart, my heart, my being

Coward

Further away

You drift from me

Nothing to say

Your protector is leaving

So fail me

I guess I took chance, my love

Disintegrating feelings

Left with no hope for repeating

I’m left empty handed

Do you like the way this feels?

When the darkness of night descends once more

Does it tear at the walls in your mind?

Does it eat at your soul and your spine?

Because it does for me

It does for me

It does for me

Wanting to find

Some kind of harmony

When there is nothing to solve

Withdrawing my love

What more must I give up?

Shapeshift eyes multiplying

Cuts like obsidian

Tying knots, tying knots

Blindsided by crashing waves

Have I learned nothing?

And am I a fool?

For wishing for things that never come to pass

Clutching to every memory

Am I a fool?

Further away

You drift from me

Nothing to say

Your protector is leaving

So fail me

I guess I took chance, my love

Disintegrating feelings

Left with no hope for repeating

I’m left empty handed

Give up, give in

These secrets never should have formed this ocean

But I never stood a chance

I never saw the thousand eyes staring back at me

Staring back at me