If my days are numbered

Why the hell am I obsessed

With the way we wandered

To a place I can't accept?

Everything looks different

I don't recognize my friends

Why'd you make them hate me?

You inspire the pain I spread

I could be mad

I could black out, relapse, and go out bad

Am I to blame

Thinking we could relive it like the past?

Tryna move on

Tell me, how am I supposed to not look back

At what we had?

I see the best in you

When you make me cry

There's nothing you could do

To change my mind

What's it gonna take for

Me to finally hate you?

What's the point of praying?

No one's gonna save you

Love it when I beg

I'm stuck here in this ritual

You think I'm pitiful

So pitiful

Yeah, and I'd be crazy to believe in us

It's been a trip straight from hell

I couldn't make it up, yeah

Still, I'm scared to ever break it up

You came for love, but now it seems you got a taste for blood, yeah

This ain't no TV

I can't just turn you off, you're all around me

I would erase these thoughts, but I got receipts

Just to remind me

It got so out of hand

I could be mad

I could black out, relapse, and go out bad

Am I to blame

Thinking we could relive it like the past?

Tryna move on

Tell me, how am I supposed to not look back

At what we had?

What's it gonna take for

Me to finally hate you?

What's the point of praying?

No one's gonna save you

Love it when I beg

I'm stuck here in this ritual

You think I'm pitiful

So pitiful

I see the best in you

When you make me cry

There's nothing you could do

To change my mind

What's it gonna take for

Me to finally hate you?

What's the point of praying?

No one's gonna save you

Love it when I beg

I'm stuck here in this ritual

You think I'm pitiful

So pitiful