My friend called me on the phone

She asked me why I don't leave and I said I don't know

Maybe I'm scared to be alone

But something terrifies me about being on my own

I don't know

I don't know

How to trust that I'll survive if I let you go

I don't know

I don't know

Baby, this ain't love now

We're just codependent

We fight and fight and say we'll change to avoid the ending

Been acting like I found the one

Maybe I'm pretending

I hate that never seeing you again might be the best thing

My mom called me on the phone

She told me love is hard work

I'm not working hard enough

But I've been trying for so long

And it's not getting easier as the years go on

I don't know

I don't know

If I should blow the whole thing up and just move home

I don't know

I don't know

Baby, this ain't love now

We're just codependent

We fight and fight and say we'll change to avoid the ending

Been acting like I found the one

Maybe I'm pretending

I hate that never seeing you again might be the best thing