Anytime you hit me you can't say that i was not there

Anytime you need me imma be right here

Every time i fall apart you go and disappear

I was tryna give you love you jus’ made it weird

Double cup sittin on the fuckin’ nightstand

I’m out getting money with the same old friends

Starin’ at the stars through this dark ass tint

Everybody changed when fuckin’ the cars came

I can't even lie i been stressed out

Every time you leave bring my chest down

I got way too high tryna calm down

You the only thing that i think about

Penthouse view but i still feel alone

Everyone around me still feel wrong

Money gettin taller but my nights long

I been poppin pills tryna hold on

She see me with the vet and the rick on me

She say she that she miss the old me from the old days

Now my phone buzz every single night

But when i needed help nobody showed face

I been in the hills with a cold heart

Mix the red and purple till it slow talk

Backwood ashes all on the chrome hearts

She said that she love me but it fell apart

Anytime you hit me you can't say that i was not there

Anytime you need me imma be right here

You know i would ride for you i swear

Even when you did me wrong i cared

Late night flights out to la

Headphones on while the rain hit

Too many drugs in my bloodstream

Still see your face when i’m layin’ in bed

I been getting money with the same gang

But this shit dont really help I still feel the damn pain

You was supposed to stay through everything

Now i gotta numb it up wit’ all these designer things

Out in london buyin balmain

I still got this trauma i can't outrun

Too much fuckin’ smoke in my damn my lungs

Too much codeine in my damn cup

And i know

You don’t really love me like before

But i still keep your clothes on my goddamn floor

And i still pick up the phone every time you that you call me

And I think it’s (?) wit’ my motha-fuckin’ (?)