It makes me wanna throw my life away

All the music, all the people

Not a single kiss goodbye

Your French exit, chase the stars

Yeah, the ones in your eyes

But let's be honest, I'm talking about the ones on the pavement

'Cause that look, it's a bullet

It makes me question what I'm doing

Do I wanna make music? Am I being fucking stupid

If I try to be a girl on the screen when I'm turning thirty-four?

But all I know is how it makes me feel

And it makes me feel how it makes me feel

Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel

Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel

When the camera's on

It makes me wanna throw my life away

'Cause I feel different on the mark

Something new and undiscovered

And something kind of violent

Daring to fail and being ugly

I'm inspired and alive (Yeah, I'm ready)

'Cause all I know is how it makes me feel

And it makes me feel how it makes me feel

Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel

Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel

When the camera's on

Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel

Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel

Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel

When the camera's on

I can be anything that I wanna be

And I can feel the things I don't normally feel

Yeah, I can finally be totally honest

It's like I'm looking down the barrel of a gun (Fucking shoot me)

I don't feel embarrassed even if I suck

I'm always craving an experience that feels dangerous

And maybe this is it, maybe it's what I need

'Cause it's the only way to feel like I'm not actually me