Christmas eve you sleep for sixteen hours

You sip your medicine straight from the bottle

Trying not to get sick in the shower

Sick of feeling fake and thin and throttled

Im fighting something in my sleep

I pray the lord my soul to keep and

Guide and guard me through the night

And wake me with the morning light

I dont wanna love you like i used to

I grit my teeth and grab you by the shoulders

And i dont wanna love you just to lose you

After getting better uglier and older

Im fighting something in my sleep

I pray the lord my soul to keep

I'm scared of what i'll wake up to

If i'm not somewhere next to you

I'm fighting something in my sleep

I pray the lord my soul to keep

And guide and guard me through the night

And wake me with the morning light