there's no place that I hate more

there's no place that I've loved harder

I can't return here anymore

I keep crying to my mother

there's no place in this body

there is nowhere to contain

the shame that I feel

for how I handled things

we shared an address where we shared a life

we shared a mattress without a doubt

somehow it all remains while being gone

but I know it's over when I return

cut those ties too many times

and I know it's for the better

got a list to prove I'm right

but now I miss it like nice weather

wasn't it just enough to be

to just be loved by somebody

now nothing remains

but the address stays in place

we shared an address where we shared a life

we shared a mattress without a doubt

somehow it all remains while being gone

but I know it's over when I return