I'm losing my mind, look down the barrel of my 9

And my visions blurry, falling in pieces, am I guilty?

I pray to the Lord but he ignores me, unfortunately cause I'm guilty

Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind

I feel like God put me on this Earth for a bigger purpose

So middle finger to anybody that think I'm worthless

I've been hustling my whole life, always

Working through the struggle, kept my flow tight

These enemies lurking, I believe music can save a person in need

Sometimes I think a little more than the Bible they read

No disrespect to Jesus Christ, Lord, this world is obscene

And all they see is dollar signs, clout, just wanna be seen

They will never understand cause they ain't go through the pain

You gave it all for me, what I do, turn around and go slang

This ain't the life for me, I know, but I'm just stuck in this game

Cause there's a different God on

Earth and they will kill for this gain

Peace will never see increase, they wanna see me deceased

Jealousy is a disease that people suffer from, G

I guess it's really not their fault cause we just wanna be free

I guess we all just craving for something

That we ain't never seen, straight up

I'm losing my mind, look down the barrel of my 9

And my visions blurry, falling in pieces, am I guilty?

I pray to the Lord but he ignores me, unfortunately cause I'm guilty

Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind

Look down the barrel of my 9, and my visions

Blurry, falling in pieces, am I guilty?

I pray to the Lord but he ignores me, unfortunately cause I'm guilty

Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind

I grew up amongst a dying breed, left alone, no sleep

Inside my mind I couldn't find a place of peace

Thug life associated with the streets

Deceased friends, call on the sirens, rest in peace

Cause ain't no love when you shaking on the pavement

And ain't no friends when you late on all your payments

Even though you think they should be, as many times as you looked out

But when you down and fucked up, ain't nobody helping out

You gotta help yourself out, cause homie, life is what you make it

Label me greedy, getting green, hustle daily

I spent time in a cell, no living well

I know my destiny's not Hell, where did I fail?

I'm losing my mind, look down the barrel of my 9

And my visions blurry, falling in pieces, am I guilty?

I pray to the Lord but he ignores me, unfortunately cause I'm guilty

Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind

Look down the barrel of my 9, and my visions

Blurry, falling in pieces, am I guilty?

I pray to the Lord but he ignores me, unfortunately cause I'm guilty

Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind