I always fall right before I see the ground

Foot on the brake, I don't know how to slow it down

I know that I'm exhausting

Even in my own home

When all that time I needed love

I learned to cry all alone

God forbid things go right

It all stops the second it starts

What if you were the one

I ruined my chance and you're gone

I know you never wanted me

Not the way that I wanted us

But you gave me just enough hope

To make me love the hurt

I should've walked away sooner

I should've known what it was

But the way you almost chose me was almost enough

I'd be lying if I said I didn't know too much to still not know you

But some nights I still cry

Hope you blame yourself like I do

(Like I do, no)

And I was dumb to let you go

But you-ooh-ooh was all for you

And I can't tell, when I stopped being yours

I know you never wanted me

Not the way that I wanted us

But you gave me just enough hope

To make me love the hurt

I should've walked away sooner

I should've known what it was

But the way you almost chose me was almost enough

I should hate you for doing it

And I hate what I've become

'Cause you almost had me, at almost enough

I know that I'm exhausting

Even in my own home

When all that time I needed love

I learned to cry all alone